“What is more humiliating than finding the object of your love unworthy?” - Jeanette Winterson, The Passion
In case you don't feel like listening to it, it's about a guy who regrets being pathetic. Really. Not kidding. And he still avoids this band.
But, honestly?
The title's pretty self-explanatory, but again. Only you know, personally, without the alcoholism.
The MORAL IS, y'all... Well, actually, things-with-penises, if you're gonna propose to your girl (with pants on. All declarations of love made without at least the underoos and t-shirt on don't count unless pre-established when wearing the aforementioned. This shouldn't have to be spelled out like this, but better safe than sorry), don't be a pussy. One night it's "I want to grow old with you," then two weeks later it's all, "I want you out of here in a week. I don't love you," followed by, "Oh, I love you, I just don't want a relationship," followed by, "I can't believe I burned that bridge, you're the most amazing person I know. If I met the love of my life tomorrow, I wouldn't look twice at her" followed by, "rawrrawrrawrrawrrawr." Jesus, it so doesn't matter anymore.
This coming Monday makes 7 weeks and counting. And I post this very very personal shit on here right now because this is the last time with him. He deserves no more attention or focus, and that's exactly what he'll get.
Except in about a month, when I go to pick through the shit I left/want when he gets ready to move out. Like those candle holders on the wall he insisted on keeping? Fuck him, they look feminine, and I'm doing him a favor. When I moved out, he was all, "No, I like them." Ugh, go back to writing bad fantasy and saying you want to "follow your dreams" but really just dream about following them.
But, moving on...
Anybody bored and want a reading? I'm tired of this being straight about me.
Some people don't understand commitment. Horrible thing it is......
ReplyDeleteI'd like a spread for my career future.
I didn't intend to read or comment on this blog but the title caught my eye. It seems your ex is a dick- but don't let him get the last laugh by letting all this emotion impair your writing. The emotion is there and it's valid and explained so-so, but give us some more, like his reading (which may include him getting horrible crotch rot from a curious iguana) or the time you caught him doin whatever. My point or suggestion is, the break from your regular subject matter is great but perhaps give a little more about your ex, and make us laugh a little more. Cheers.
ReplyDeleteI know nothing about your career. Something slightly more specific would be cool.
ReplyDeleteUm....We'll wait until the 26 of Sept then. The post scheduled for my blog then will give a lot more insight.
ReplyDeletehttp://mwft.blogspot.com/2011/09/introduction-to-handgun-taken-26th-june.html
ReplyDeleteThere's my career story.