Tuesday, September 13, 2011

yesterday's q: what will having to see the x be like?

Today I had to meet up with X to sign some paperwork and what have you for our old apartment, which he's breaking lease on. So last night I figured, eh, why not, and drew three cards to see how he might act/behave.

And promptly took said picture, posted it on blog for official documentation, and crashed.

I'm not going into this too much for personal reasons, but, after we talked and such later in the day, it did all kind of come up and prove true.

So yes, here we go.



1) Knight of Wands (top): face/court cards, as a generic rule, tend to stand for an actual person. the wand suit is impulsive, action-oriented, and in some ways no more recklessly so than with the knight - literally charging into battle. definitely a "do first, think later" kinda guy. normally not him at all, but today it ended up being so. today was also the first time in the year and a half i've known him that he initiated anything concerning me. also, found out he signed up for skydiving. basically, he's trying to get his balls back and actually be the person he wants to be, rather than holding himself back. or at least trying to make strides to try, which is close enough depending on the day. so, today he channeled his inner grrr face for a bit, and he's apparently trying to do it in the rest of his life, too.

2) Reversed 2 of Pentacles (lower left): the pentacles suit is a materialistic suit, but also a "wealth" suit in every sense of the word. it could be argued that the upright 10 of pentacles means something like "wealth in love" depending on placement (which I don't really do much of) and/or question. today we found out how much it would take for him to break lease. i haven't lived there in 6 weeks, and i'd offered him half of this like 6 times in 2 weeks. he refused, so now he's paying for it. whoo. but yeah, basically it was twice as much as he thought it'd be. (ha! reversed 2 of pentacles, twice as much! ...sorry, nerd moment.)

3) Eight of Swords (the other one): in this case, i can't help but feel drawn to the interpretation of feeling restriction through one's own indecision. um, yeah. check, please.



squeal like a pig, boy.

2 comments:

  1. How weird that you would draw a knight for your X, knowing what you've told me about him...

    Just noticed that the cards in your background have Spanish. Neato.

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  2. So do you think the spread made the experience easier or harder to deal with? Because that seems like a bad situation to be in...I wouldn't want to deal with that...

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