Sunday, September 25, 2011

weird.

i had a date tonight. granted, i didn't want it. sooooo not ready to date.

set up by a friend. a friend whose idea of getting over someone is to get under someone else.

date set up, all that fun jazz.

didn't want to go. so indifferent to it all.

so i ask, what would happen if i were to go on said date, or go hang out with aquaintances/friends?

date:
2 of cups, queen of wands, reversed ace of wands
Quite simply, I could have  a relationship tonight, judging by the not-so-subtle image of the two trees doing it.

granted, it's so pretty the way they bang.

the ace of wands is a wand of inspiration. reverse it, and no inspiration. it'd be this empty, shallow thing. that's crap. ew.

friendship time!:

breakdown: the world card, given the question, is about seeing where you fit into something - in this case, a group. so, it can be taken as... fitting in with a group. the reversed page of swords and fool cards are kind of combined in this instance, having to do with detaching. reverse the page o' swords and he's not really fighting for any idea anymore. the fool reversed is no longer grounded.

any way, i skipped out on date. told him the truth, that i'm just not in a good place to date anyone right now. so i went to hang out with friends.

one of the guys was like, "i was gonna ask you out tonight, but it seems like you're going through a lot right now. so if and when you're ready, you have my number."

so the next time your mother rolls her eyes at you for going out at night  in basically pajamas to some shitty rundown place that it doesn't matter anyway, smack her. because it probably won't matter anyway.

granted, mine didn't roll her eyes. i killed that part of her dreams a loooong time ago ;)



weirdest part: this is the 4th time i've been asked out this month. and i ask you people: what. the. fuck.

4 comments:

  1. "the not-so-subtle image of the two trees doing it.
    granted, it's so pretty the way they bang."

    Better than what we get in real life: Weeks and weeks of nothing but pollen, runny noses and irritated eyes.

    Also, the fool reversed: Since it's reversed, would that mean you're actually not a fool, that, instead, you know so/too much so you wind up doing nothing and, I guess, feeling uninspired?

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  2. actually, that's pretty good. since the fool card is also about naively setting forth on some whatever adventure, reverse it and maybe the fool doesn't *want* to go on any adventure, or try anything new. it'll right itself eventually, but not right now.

    and you said you don't know how to read them. :p

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  3. that's only because I can relate to the fool reversed. I tend to be "too smart" for my own good. (Can't have fun.) Also, I got it in an online reading yesterday. xD

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  4. pffft. there you go, faking knowledge. :p

    it's cool. everyone learns through reading.

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