Saturday, August 27, 2011

spread for a friend...

suffering from insomnia right now, but it's cool. i needed to upload this stuff anyway.

so last night i was talked to my best friend for an obnoxiously long time, admitted to doing the blog for class on tarot, and she was all, "oh my god, will you do a reading for me?"

holy crap. i've never exactly done that before for anyone else. well, obviously i can't say that now, but 24 hours ago i could.

anyway.

she's just started seeing this guy, and he's perfect. like, too perfect. i think that's his big flaw, really, that he's TOO perfect for her. but she wanted to find out if marriage was "in the cards" for them. (sorry, it just kind of came out.)

that seemed like a psychotic question to ask, too black & white, so instead i focused on just the relationship's long-term potential in general. and i got this:
reversed 10 of coins, reversed 7 of coins, and justice.

10s always sum up the suit they're in. in this instance, the coins equate to prosperity - material or otherwise. now, i know this guy's 25, small business owner, owns a house, looking for another one in atlanta on top of the house he already has... guy's not hurting for cash. and she's been focusing on this financial stability a lot. in this suit, 10 represents the happily-ever-after ending, both emotionally and financially. but it's reversed here. this doesn't mean finances will be raped or anything, but rather the happily-ever-after ending this guy can give her, she won't want. this is really emphasized with the reversed 7 next to it, which simply means "boredom;" obviously a non-reversed seven of coins stands for contentment. but the justice card seems like a really weird placement. in this instance i knew it meant since she'd said they were both really traditional and both try to be fair, that she'd be the perfect girlfriend for him. but i've told her before, this guy wants a wife, not a companion. she thinks that's what she wants, but she's slowly beginning to see the value in having him be a friend as well.

shorter version: she'll get bored with the money and all the stuff. she'll play the game of perfect girlfriend, but at some point her heart won't be in it anymore, because she'll realize her heart never was. (there are NO representations of emotions in this entire spread.)

i told her all of this. it was kind of awkward. she was quiet, but she said it felt pretty true with what she already had begun to feel. so i get this idea, because i feel bad for giving her news she didn't want to hear. i figure, hell, i'll figure out why this relationship will fail by comparing what they want out of life/relationships.

first, him:
king of wands, eight of coins, and five of coins.

wands are a passionate suit, the aggressive go-getting bunch. generally, of course. so you have this guy represented as the king of the aggressive go-getting group? holy shit, yo. i feel like honestly that explains enough, that he's simply aggressive; he's not afraid to take risks, and he plays to win. which if you're 25 and a successful small business owner who isn't dealing drugs, you kind of are. the eight of coins signifies he wants to work hard and earn hard. this is emphasized by the five of coins, which ordinarily suggest financial struggle when in this position, but combined with his eight i get more of a "he wants to take risks in business, wants to work hard at his business ventures, and he's just really focused on financially succeeding even more so than he is currently" kind of vibe. which is fine. he's just really career-oriented.

but what about hurr?
the star. yep. she shines pretty brightly in her own way, and she loves nurturing, keeping the peace, all that fun jazz. pretty much all the star signifies like this, she is/does. swords are about thought, and the ace of swords literally likes cutting through the crap to see the truth. which is pretty straight-forward her. the three of swords is kind of funny here, since normally it's a heartbreak card. not one you really want to see in a reading about your love life, right? but she loves passion. she loves the aching longing of forbidden love. lifetime could do a dozen movies on her love of drama alone, if they haven't already have. (they totally have, most likely.)

he likes financial security. heavy on security. she likes passion and truth.

that's who they are right now, but right now is where they've met.

i think they could make a sweet pair, but i truly believe she'll get bored. because of the "sweet pair" thing. no drama, just straight attempts at winning her.

but i wonder, when he has her, will he still care?

not a fan, y'all.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

"face" cards, or the court cards

okay, because i'm clearly too lazy to photograph, splice, and upload all of the ones from my deck, i'll just copy/paste these from other websites. and probably their meanings. or something. i don't know, i may just cliffnotes the hell out of it all. or just link the pictures! oooo... total laziness...


ummm, yeah. so there are shit-tons of different decks, even though essentially the cards mean the same thing; it's really just down to aesthetics. the top left one is from the very traditional Rider-Waite deck, and after that it just gets creative. there are differences in meanings between pages, knights, queens, and kings, as there are differences between pentacles/coins, swords, cups, and wands. it's actually pretty tied into western astrology, so if you haven't memorized the characteristics of earth (pentacles), air (swords), water (cups), or fire (wands) as astrological characteristics, since the twelve signs fall into those elemental categories and are therefore believed to share basic common things, then you're kind of fucked.

but i'll get into that later. i'm probably really just doing this because it's better than reading for other classes.

which i desperately need to do now.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

also, today's theme card!

So I've known for a bit what I'd be doing my blog on. With that in mind, and kind of because I've been a combination of dragged and dragging myself through something akin to an emotional hell over prior, recent, circumstances, I drew a card late last night/early-early this morning, asking myself what "energy" to bring to my day (today). Like, how to act. How to present myself. How to simply go about my day.

(And remember kids, we'll be exploring tarot definitions as they are now. You had your history lesson, now it's time for some cartomancy, y'all!)

Anyway, I drew this card. Not peeking is important.

Ignoring the fact she's dead, and the flash in the middle...

Welcome, children, to the Empress card. She's considered a very maternal picture. Like, to the point that if you're asking about your pregnancy, chances are you're pretty God damned pregnant if you pull this card like this.

But I don't think that was me today. I wasn't really maternal exactly. Today was just a pretty calm day in my head, which was SO NICE, I can't tell you guys. That depiction of her, to me, just makes her seem pretty chilled out. She doesn't look extremely action-oriented here, which has gotten me into plenty of crap semi-recently anyway. It felt like I was telling myself, "Dude, chill out. Just let good shit come to you. Don't chase it, because it'll just kind of flow today."

Totally rocked a phone interview for an internship I've been wanting for months. Fingers crossed.

Side note: You know how she looks like she's waiting? The Emperor, #4, comes after her. I hope she's not waiting for him. Granted, he comes any way regardless. I guess she's just kind of... letting things happen. For once.

I've been getting her a lot post break-up. Think I'm trying to tell myself anything? :\

Tarot: It's kind of made up.

This is kind of for me, as well as you lovely people who are forced to read this. Except for that Rachael person; she seems to be cool with it. (Hi, Rachael!)

No, I don't know her from Adam. Or I guess Eve.

ANYWAY.

Because I can, I'll be highlighting what I feel are key points on the history of tarot from tarotpedia - really.

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What are now known today as tarot cards were originally just playing cards in the mid-15th century when they were invented, probably in Italy. This card game gained popularity throughout continental Europe. Some guy named Francesco Marcolini published what is regarded as the first known document of cartomancy, or fortune telling with cards. But they didn't use tarot cards for this, yet! They actually used some other random deck, but that deck fanned out.

Ouch. Bad pun.

Moving on!

"Beginning around 1750, a modernized Tarot deck became popular in many areas. The more common French suit-signs, (Spades, Clubs, Hearts, and Diamonds) replaced the older Italian ones, and around 1780 the trumps began to became double-headed. Tarot's traditional Medieval allegory was replaced with a decorative series of thematically-related but essentially arbitrary images, made possible by the use of large numerals on the trumps. This obviated memorizing the order of images, making the game that much easier to learn. The themes of these decks might include almost anything: animals, pastoral scenes, military triumphs, illustrated proverbs, even advertising. Although in decline in France and Italy, the popularity of the game elsewhere increased during this period.

"Fortune-telling with playing cards had developed from their use as a randomizing device to pick a page in a book of fortunes in the 1500s, through the use of special fortune-telling decks in the 1600s, and finally to the point of regular decks being given symbolic meaning in the 1700s. A few scattered indications of this appear earlier in the century, but the first book on cartomancy was published in 1770. It was written by Etteilla, the world's first professional cartomancer, who became one of the founders of occult Tarot. In the 1780s he and two other French writers developed much of the occult lore and fortune-telling methods that would reinvent Tarot in the late 1800s.
These three writers changed Tarot forever. Neither knowing nor caring much about Tarot's 350-year history, its original and common use as a game, or the intended meaning of its allegorical cycle, they interpreted the images freely. They used the twenty-two trumps as signs designating the twenty-two letters of the Hebrew alphabet. These newly-minted correspondences made the Tarot deck into a novel emblem system for Cabalistic magic and mysticism. The two esoteric uses, Cabala and divination, became permanently attached to Tarot. The authors of this newly invented Tarot also wrote up a detailed fantasy about Tarot's origin and history, involving Egyptian initiations, Jewish mystics, and vagabond Gypsies. These fictional histories were intended to validate the correspondences the occultists had devised, by appeal to alleged ancient wisdom and secret traditions.

"Although much of the groundwork for today's occult Tarot lore was established in the late-1700s, the only part that became popular during the subsequent century was fortune-telling. Before the more elaborate myths and esoteric systems could become popular, occult Tarot had to be invented a second time. This happened in the mid-19th century. New systems of correspondence were invented and additional layers of legend were overlaid. This second invention came at just the right historical moment, at the beginning of the Victorian occult revival, and by the end of the century both French and British occultists had developed various schools which took the 15th-century game to be the Absolute Key to Occult Science.

"In the late 20th century, Tarot was widely adopted by various New Age enthusiasts, neo-Pagans, and of course, fortune-tellers, as well as people who were simply interested in using the deck for self-exploration without any spiritual or mystical motivation. It was again redefined, largely in the terms of Jungian psychology, but with borrowings from the earlier occultists and from Waite. This development was greatly facilitated by Waite's mystical Tarot deck, whose trumps and pips had been redesigned in a manner consistent with such usage. His deck served as a model for hundreds of derivative decks. The new element, characteristic of contemporary Tarot, was the belief that naive intuition and free association would reveal universal archetypes from the unconscious mind. This liberated Tarot enthusiasts from having to learn complex systems of correspondence, and having to choose between the competing systems.

"In addition to fortune telling, modern Tarot applications include soul-searching exercises and meditation for personal growth, and as a randomized input for free association and brainstorming techniques. Not surprisingly, they have even been used by some psychologists in a therapeutic context. Also in the late 20th century, more historically sophisticated writers have attempted salvage as much of the earlier occult fictions as possible while abandoning most of the obviously false elements. As with other late 20th-century Tarot writers, their basic premise is the existence of universals which are intuitively understood. Given this premise, Tarot must have always been something very close to what it is currently understood to be -- otherwise the supposed universals are not universal. Critics of this viewpoint would say that this preconception leads to the invention of secret coded messages in the trump cards, supported by nothing beyond the anachronistic belief that what people see in the images today must have always been there.

"Despite the invention of new Tarot legends and perpetuation of some of the old ones, another trend is developing. The Internet has begun to provide popular access to the work of playing-card historians. During the last two decades of the 20th century, a great deal of historical evidence was collected, collated, analyzed, and published. Stuart Kaplan's Encyclopedia of Tarot (volumes I & II) presents a great deal of information. However, it is the series of books authored or co-authored by Michael Dummett (from 1980 through 2004) which has thoroughly tried to debunk the majority of earlier Tarot lore while putting the pieces together to form a coherent history of Tarot, the great many forms taken by the game and deck, secondary historical uses such as appropriati, and perhaps most intriguingly, documenting in great detail the development of occult Tarot from the 1780s till the beginning of the modern era, around 1970. Most of that factual history, both pre-occult and the development of occult Tarot itself, remains unknown to some contemporary Tarot enthusiasts. However, some of it is now being presented on the Internet rather than being limited to a few hard-to-find books. One of the reasons for Tarotpedia's Tarot History section is to expand the online availability of that kind of information."

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So if you actually finished that, CONGRATULATIONS. And yes, it's technically made up. Hell, it's officially made up. But then again, so is religion - arguably. So is ALL thought process. The point of this blog isn't to prove or disprove tarot's origins and therefore its credibility. I can't make you believe in shit, and that's simply that.

I just aim to explore tarot as it is now, not as it began as.

So enjoy that. :D